Sunday, January 23, 2005

Remember Shakti

I closed my eyes...and saw colours flying in sync with the rythm...and as it gets better.. i started feeling somethng vibrating inside myself..
YAHOOOOO!! I FINALLY MADE IT TO 'REMEMBER SHAKTI' CONCERT. Despite the terrible traffic, packed slogging trains, and things like 'pass counter closed'.
I made it thr with my roomies.We kept on striking again and again...and again for the passes.. and at last we had it in our hands.

I was a bit embarrased as we were half an hr late. But, as I entered the concert.. all worries and regrets were bygones :)
I was barely able to see the stage.. due to over crowd and a bit of 'miss-man-agment' ;) . anyhow very soon we find place to sit.. and thanks to those big screens , I was able to see my 'stars'... the show was alrdy on its best setting audience at charm.

Slowly we all get into sync with the rythm. the show was a complete 'classic', in the sense indian-classic with sm cross platform instruments with a brilliant blend of creativity.
Voila!! ... soon i managed to get a chair.. and was able to see the stage with my BARE eyes !!!!
thts not all...I was watching Zakir Hussain the Tabla mastereo , U Srinivas on guitar( which he played brilliantly... and stole away the show...atleast for me :)), Shankar Mahadeven.. a gem among my favourite singers (he has a significant command on this singing expertise... and was up to the mark.. 3 cheers!), then comes .. the one.. for whom i was thr.. John McLaughlin!!


Saturday, January 08, 2005

again..n again


Again..n again......n again. again
I am on the same junction...... worries.. confliction..
all this is setting me angry and furious...
i know i know , its not good. i need to manage myself...my life...my career ...my health.. my head ..everrrythng seems at bay.


W
ell its not the 1st time am in this phase.... but why I do always come back to all this???
WHY ??????????????????????????????????

and for how long?????????????????


I
need to improve a lot...need to get strict.... in every single aspect now.
I have a once in a lifetime opportunity....
but am not prepared for the big fight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I
ts not tht am feeling jus like it....
i know its thr.
'am I lacking my skillsets ???
I need to be focused.. on my studies...on my career... on my life I cant simply allow anybdy ruin it... its MY LIFE!!!! R U listening ????

I AM GONING TO LIVE IT MY WAY !!! PPL R U LISTENING??????

....tell evrbdy am on my way.. better get aside
+nav